Pulse of Life

"Tranquil Souls"

It's been a while since I posted last time.
After I published the website, my focus completely turned introverted staying away from things, and started to have days with painting alone.

It was such a blissful time for me to just being absorbed into it surrounded by the beautiful music and  the fragrance of the incenses.
I was just so comfortable to be with the solitude after spending some months being active - rather I was enjoying that with full of quiet enthusiasm.

This kind of "switching" point - like "on/off" or "extrovert/introvert" - comes naturally and unexpectedly against my will.
And I feel pain if I try to ignore the natural flow and push myself to continue to do the same way. 

While I was moving place to place for this past ten years, my senses got more sensitive affected by many changes.
​Because of that, I got a new routine which observe how my body changes, how my mind works and how my mood swings clearly.
And I realized it's not related to the figures of calendars and clocks at all.
Our bodies, minds and moods are all individually working so uniquely like a cycle of the nature. 
So the flux itself is the pulse of one's life.

After I understood about it, I stopped to try to control myself, and started to follow the flow which occurs naturally and can't be controlled.
Then I knew that being honest to the flow is the most natural way to be.

Anything happened in the flow is the best, even if it's anger, sadness or loneliness - it's so pure.
Also, any creation which is done in the flow is just so pure as well.

One afternoon, at my studio.